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madison(homes)

During my first year here in Canada, it happened to me from time to time. Sometimes I woke up in the morning, without opening my eyes, thinking that I was at home back in China. I can remember clearly each position of my furnitures at my home.

I can almost feel that my study desk is on the left side of my bed. The nice old bamboo chair is close to my bed, the cd player, even the books, newspapers that messed my room. I swear, at those moments, I feel that coming to Canada was just a DREAM, I AM IN MY ROOM AT HOME was THE REALITY. Then I opened my eyes, it is so dark(since I lived in a basement). My feeling of AT HOME last for a bit longer. When I am able to see something as it began to light up, I feel so disappointed. I close my eye again but it is useless. The DREAM and REALITY reverse "again".
I can't tell which is which.

(#1403968@0)
Last Updated: 2003-10-8

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枫下拾英 / 心情随笔 / A Long Night's Journey into Darkness -purplepurple(Purples Journal); 2003-10-8 {1558} (#1403802@0)
本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛It was a restless night. I will tell you about my dream. I was among many faceless people. Among all the turbulence, people were arguing, fighting. A girl was beginning to accuse another girl for unknown reason. Then people gradually divided into two groups. One group were supporting this girl, while the other group were against her and supporting another girl. Everyone was trying to shout against the other person. And I was screaming on the top of my lung.

The fighting was continuing. Then death happened, there was blood shedding. People began fleeing away to all directions. There was crying all over the place and fear floating low in the air.

I began running in the crowd too. There was blood on the road. I tried to discern my way and move my legs as fast as I can. When I finally dashed my way home, the door was closed with no sound at all. I became more scared and pushed the door open, shouting with cry, “Mom!” Inside my mom and dad were sitting beside the tea table and drinking tea. So relieved, I burst into ecstatic tears. Pushing all the tea cups aside, I came to my mom and flung my arms around her. Holding her so tight, I said in my broken voice, “Oh, mom, you know how nice to see you when I come home. ”

Then I woke up suddenly, finding myself all alone in the dark. No turbulence at all, and no mom in my arms. I sat up, watching the day beginning to break, with my heart clutched. How strange was the dream and how strange I can be! I left home without even looking back, now I can only meet mom in the dream.更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net

hands!! Share your feeling.. -madison(homes); 2003-10-8 {851} (#1403968@0)
During my first year here in Canada, it happened to me from time to time. Sometimes I woke up in the morning, without opening my eyes, thinking that I was at home back in China. I can remember clearly each position of my furnitures at my home.

I can almost feel that my study desk is on the left side of my bed. The nice old bamboo chair is close to my bed, the cd player, even the books, newspapers that messed my room. I swear, at those moments, I feel that coming to Canada was just a DREAM, I AM IN MY ROOM AT HOME was THE REALITY. Then I opened my eyes, it is so dark(since I lived in a basement). My feeling of AT HOME last for a bit longer. When I am able to see something as it began to light up, I feel so disappointed. I close my eye again but it is useless. The DREAM and REALITY reverse "again".
I can't tell which is which.

Yes. How I wish I did not wake up and would stay in the dream forever. -purplepurple(Purples Journal); 2003-10-8 (#1404004@0)

Don't worry. Everything will be fine. -madison(homes); 2003-10-8 {220} (#1404361@0)
You will get over it like I did. Life goes on. When you look back after a couple of years, you will find that it is all part of life. You have made your move, just work toward your goal.

Enjoy what life has to offer!

pat pat. I'm out of words. only I can do is wish you all the best and see your mom soon. -fragilidad(F.in hibernation); 2003-10-8 (#1403977@0)

Thank you, F. in hibernation. :-) -purplepurple(Purples Journal); 2003-10-8 (#1404006@0)

it is like this -buma(buma); 2003-10-8 {632} (#1404254@0)
In your dream, there were two girls.
in reality, there is only you( I assume you are), the two girls you dreamed of are two sides of yours.
conflicts, for unknown reasons, anyway, you were in trouble.
better make up the mind. everything will be ok.
yelling and arguing just reflects the current living/working enviorments. was it noisy around your place always? usually it won't be like this, most of the time in the dream ppl can not hear actual sounds, just feel /know there were noise/sounds around.
i am too old to have a dream like this. too sad. I used to have dreams like that when I graduated from univ.
wish you luck

I can't think of anything noisy around where I live or work. I guess I am just stressed out. But I really appreciate your reply. :-) -purplepurple(Purples Journal); 2003-10-8 (#1404466@0)

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